I don't know what to do with myself with all this free time on my hands.  I am so aimless, cleaning my room slooooooowly, with many breaks for facebooking and food (omg, i am going to gain so much weight over break if I don't find something to do with my time).  

I bought a pack of labels and I'm going to just start putting them on things.  I wrote someone a thank you card and labeled the envelope, "ENVELOPE."  Just in case. 

I want to send people things.  I want to make them feel better.  I want to go dancing, I want to get fucked up (FUCKED UP).  I'm throwing a holiday party with my friend Joshua which should be SO FUCKING RAD.  OMG.  Idk what the point of this entry is. 

LJ, I MISS YOU.  But I'm kind of happier now, so I'm not sure I'll be coming back the way I have in the past.  :/  Still, flisties, I will always love you for keeping me sane for so long. 

This guy contacted me on facebook a couple of days ago, Ethan, he used to be Laura's girlfriend, years ago, and now -- IDK.  I'm supposed to hang out with him and his girlfiend tonight, and I feel like the whole thing is just a little sketch.  Like, he seems really needy, apparently has no friends, and I find that whole having no friends thing a little odd -- like, what's wrong with these people?  At the same time, he contacted me to talk about how I changed my name and, oh, seem a little trans now, and like -- I don't have any IRL friends who are trans?  And maybe I should make some?  I don't know.  blah. 

But not having plans is fucking me up.  Basically.  I need to be way more busy than this. 

And -- I need a new computer.  Mine is officially a lost cause, the chasiss started breaking this week.  Then a hinge pop-pop-popped and now is doesn't seem to be working much at all.  I have... no idea where I'm going to come up with the money for a new computer from.  But I can't NOT have one, so.  : /  

But.  I'm still weirdly content in life right now, despite everything.  <33333


This may be one of the most unintentionally uncohesive things I've ever written. 

Random question, but does anyone have a version of cobra's I Kissed a Boy without all the beginning and ending mixtape shit -- just the song part?

I am trying to make the most epic mix of all time and I need that song.

Hey, you know what you should do?!  Check out wishforhome 's amazing queercore music exchange meme , happening over here.  OMG I AM SO EXCITED!!!

One of the best concerts I've ever seen was Bitch in Flagstaff. She came up for a day long musicfest at NAU last April and was just amazing. The sound system sucked, is was freezing and we were all outside and I couldn't feel my toes, but there were only 30 or so people there and we all really wanted to be there. And Bitch got up on stage and talked about working with Ani and told all these stories about her songs as she played them.

Unstick by Bitch

Random links:

Depressing, but not unexpected: 2010 US Census won't count same-sex marriages

...the bit about how granddad bush was a fascist is a bit depressing: 7 insane conspiracies that actually happened

Dreamlines - really fucking cool.

Probably cool, if only my computer played music: musicovery

Really interesting, but I'm not sure I have the patience for it: LJnet

Pretty, mostly pointless and fabulously interesting: visualcomplexity

A quote from queer_rage:

- To the dipshit who called my friend a fag hag:

Yes, thank you for reducing her identity to her connection to the men in her life. That's new.

Short stories and ficlets that are fabulous:

assorted bandom ficlets by miss_begonia; this her first foray into bandom (I think?), which is awesome because she's just this fabulous, engaing writer, and I missed reading her stuff when I moved on from CWRPS.

The answer is always "group sex" by dysintegration; The Used GSF implied. \o/

The Dazzling Lances of Our Love by bexless; too short to quote, but fabulous. Frank cries during sex (with Gerard).

Two fabulous longer stories that I feel like reccing right now:

thelemic's teen angst incest thing, Don't Know Where We Belong, which contains hot first time sex and fabulous character voices. Mikey/Gerard.

ethrosdemon's Gerard Will Most Certainly Hurt You vampire 'verse, which is funny and gory and weird and FABULOUS, and I've recced it before, but there's new parts, so. Go, read, be confused by Gabe... or something. I haven't read all the parts I missed yet, so maybe the Gabe related confusion has been resolved, IDK.

ETA: Now with added actual linkage in for that last one. :D

I've never made icons before, so these are certainly not the most complex or intricate ones you will ever see. I'm pretty happy with them, though.

Examples:

 

 

 

Wait, also! 

Hats, made out of hair, which are sculpted to look like animals.  Um, what?

I can't stop starring at blackboggart's panic fanart.  The images are so fantastically beautiful.  My favourite is the Ryan one - so lovely.